The 100th days

I remember we have been suffer for the past 3 months,
We do not know each other well enough at that moment.
However, on the forth month, I realize that I couldn't lose you anymore.
I didn't know I will fully fall this time.
I thought I could have hold back some love after being hurt so many times in the past relationship.
I realized that how much effort we both have put in for this relationship.
We cried, we argued.

Sometimes, I barely remember what have we done in the past. However, you never blame me for being this silly.
I remembered the moment I am drowning while I swim, you turned back.
I remembered the moment I am falling while I skate, you hold me.
I remembered the moment you appear in front of me by just a little bit of surprise could never win any gift from any other guys.

I asked, what is wrong with our first, second and third month anniversary.
However, I realized I did not give you neither surprise before nor a simple gift.
Sorry for being expecting too much from you, now I know to love somebody is not using my own ways to love, however, is to use the way they want to be loved.

No couples is born to be a perfect match. Do your "homework" on how to love, that is call effort. Don't be lazy, both of us are working hard on it. Gambateh everyone in the world.

I love you dear <3

XOXO Summer

If I never met you

Don't cry over someone that won't cry over you.

No guy is worth your tears and if you found the one that is, he won't make you cry.
Set it free, if something comes back , it is yours, if not it wasn't meant to be.

Some day you will cry for me like I cried for you.
Some day you will miss me like I missed you,
Some day you will need me when I need you,
Some day you will love me, but...........

Nothing lasts forever, I think that is the easiest lesson we all learn the hardest way.
Time will make me forget you, time will make you love me more than before.

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.
If I don't like you, I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you.
But I did, I do and I will.

My Take On What True Love Means

So honestly, How many of you reading this right now Understand what the hell is True Love? Is it when you lover does everything in your life for you? Your Lover seems to understand your every needs? Or he got money and he is willing to buy you the moon...

Honestly... I am a guy and like all articles that talks about what guys think about love we think of it very simple...

1. you appear, i see the curves, i see the boobs i see the face, legs, and ass... if it all appeals to me your on my list.
2. then we go in for the fishing and figure out if this person love me for who i am or not... if not .... meh just move on....
3. then we do some test runs and see how they react to what we say and our action to see if its a keeper.

and there you have it the inside look on a guys head about what true love means...

Well i am here to tell you that the above is only one way of looking at it... and i honestly am a guy and i think like that.... but when shyt really goes down... you realize true love is actually made of up bullshyt excuse broken hearted people tried to make up. so other people will find it impossible to achive or find so they can feel their pain as well.

So What is true love for Dear Robert-san. :D

for me after i fell in love i realize that all my wishes of what love is is actually just a dream and a fantasy... if you cant wake up from your dream your relationship will eventually end.

For example if you start a relationship hoping your gf will look like celine dion, and have the same IQ of Hermainy your terribly wrong....or the guy who looks like captain america when he first came out of his capsule so many years ago.

the thing is "no one is perfect" and you need to understand that... once you do what you decide to do is what a responsible adult or teen will do. take necessary action to accept one another.

My gf is not 100% perfect I always look at her like a RAW diamond ready to be polished into a 24 carat diamond to be owned by me. hahaha :D

but before that happens i have to put up with her imperfection and her habbits which sometimes ticks me off a little... but as usually we all have that one thing our lover does that puts us on the edge sometimes and thats totally normal.

I used to think that our lover complete our life like the ying and yang symbol one half is missing when we are born on earth and its our destiny to go search and find the other half.... but once you find it you realize its not white or black like yourself.... its a different color and that changes everything.

Dont Base your relationship of a book, or an novel or a article that was written by another person who knows nothing about your personal life you've experience.

I seriously dont approve when people like to go google up what other people wrote about their own relationship and girls or guys like to base of that relationship as their own. Seriously everything your ead that doesnt apply to you directly its just a simple reference you can follow towards. not the exact same thing you NEED to follow to the "T".

What  you can do to think of your own is to seriously talk to the lover ask them what really ticks you off and work around it. find a the ying and yang balance in each others life.... if one weighs too much the balance will be broken. 

What Women wants in a Relationship

Do you heard of 5 love language? I do not know until my boyfriend told me what it is. 5 Love languages including Quality of Time, Words of affirmation, Physical Touch, Acts of Service and Receiving Gifts. Everyone has different love language, so what do you crave for in your relationship? What love language does your partner speak? My boyfriend score highest on Quality of time and Physical Touch.  However, myself prefer Words of Affirmation the most. These 'love languages' apply to both sexes.

However, women do have some desire on these things too:

1. Quality of time

Standing Theory | SS2 PJ

My sister is just soooooooo craving for waffles after her PT3 is done. So I promised her to bring her for waffles. Sunday 2nd of November, I google "waffles in PJ" it shows up Waffle World which is in One Utama which I have tried with my boyfriend previously. The waffles at waffle world is so awesome, it taste good with lots of egg. I can taste the egg in their waffles, that is why makes the waffle there so awesome.