Think La!!!!

Sometimes im the one that have no clue what im doing...
however sometimes im also one of those people who knows what exactly im doing
of course taking into consideration the risk factors of my input i manage it.

however when it comes to investment i know what is great....

i know i seem like a dirt bag most of the time but i know for a fact that what i do means love and not just what the average person things it dirt bullshyt.

one man once said. "i just havent found the right woman to love me because they need to love me for the person i am and not the fantasy version of what they think a man should me like"

honestly i think it doesnt exist unless its inside of tv show or a movie.

everyone have a limit yes i know that but sometimes we just want to increase that and learn to tolerate the other person.

yup i seems like a dumb guy i seem like i dont know shyt but hey..... maybe i am!

i finally we are having a good debate and discussion going.... i want you to save your money and buy it because i believe saving money to buy the things you want will have more self satisfication then getting it for free....

so i planned out a good plan a type of investment plan just for YOU.

every penny you put into the bank you earn a 50% extra bonus....
so if you put in 100 u get an extra 50 and that toal amount up to 150.

if u have something in mind u want to buy.... u can get it for a lot shorter time and less money to save. because THIS INVEStMENT will help you reach your goal faster....

the point is not i am not chipping in to help u buy what u want, but its to let u save money so when u buy it u can say i saved up enough money to buy the shyt i want and have more feeling satisfication to what you have gotten with your hard earn money....

of course lets not say that there was an extera 50% chipped in from the investee.

but no..... this seems like the worst investment ever creatde and its totally not worth it....

if i know there was an investment where i just need to put in 1000 and get another extra 500 i would put in so much..... i would save in so much money because who the FUCK gives a 50% return on your total capital invested? not even the fucking banks do that.

so hey if you think this investment sucks then... well ur boyfriend seriously suck at coming up with insane terms .....

i getting access to the bank account have no meaning.... its only for me to see how much was deposit in each time so i know how much i on the other hand need to deposit in .....

fuck man now i want a boyfie that gives these type of condition of investment.
So yeah i suck.....
this is shyty opportunity. yup....

"whatever amount you deposit you get a bonus 50% extra" is a fucking scam!

143th days

这夜，落着泪看着他说了一句对不起转身离开，心碎了。。。
早晨，一睁眼醒来，习惯打开手机，看看有没有短讯，每天不例外，没惊喜。。。
他问我，我懂吗？那他懂吗？他懂我喜欢什么样的歌？他懂我想要什么？他懂我爱的是什么？

其实我知道自己不该沉溺下去，何必为一个人期望越多，失望越大。。。
最讽刺的是，不是他不在乎，而是自己依然不动舍弃，告诉自己要好好振作，下一刻又为了他失落心碎。。。

他说会珍惜你，但是一次又一次把你忽略。
他说不舍得你，但是还是离你而去。
他说他会尽力，但是花了更多的力气去逃避。
他说会让你更加快乐，但是他比较懂得让你不快乐。
他说爱你，但从来一点都放不下一点自我。
他说从来没有欺骗你，但是失信太多让你分不清真意。
他说他会想念我，但他多久才会找我？

“说了一些不会实现的话，不是存心欺骗，但说得太多，就等于伤害一直相信你的人。。。”

 Summer....

Why couples would tired from love...

1. Men need

a) To be understood
b) To be trust
c) To be support
d) To be agree with
e) To be respect

2. Women need

a) To feel secure
b) To feel romantic
c) To be pampered

3. Problems always happened in a relationship

a) Economical
b) Sexual
c) Communication

4. Do and Don't 

a) Notice your partner's changes
b) Being positive
c) Compliment your partner's good behavior
d) Don't complain
e) Don't blame
f) Don't misunderstood

5. Ways to get along with each other

a) Giving
b) Forgive
c) Understanding
d) Appreciate

6. Words 

a) I am sorry.
b) I trust you.
c) I am proud of you.
d) I love you.

7. Mutual needs

a) Mutual aims
b) Mutual living environment
c) Mutual thoughts
d) Mutual friends

XOXO Summer

The 100th days

I remember we have been suffer for the past 3 months,
We do not know each other well enough at that moment.
However, on the forth month, I realize that I couldn't lose you anymore.
I didn't know I will fully fall this time.
I thought I could have hold back some love after being hurt so many times in the past relationship.
I realized that how much effort we both have put in for this relationship.
We cried, we argued.

Sometimes, I barely remember what have we done in the past. However, you never blame me for being this silly.
I remembered the moment I am drowning while I swim, you turned back.
I remembered the moment I am falling while I skate, you hold me.
I remembered the moment you appear in front of me by just a little bit of surprise could never win any gift from any other guys.

I asked, what is wrong with our first, second and third month anniversary.
However, I realized I did not give you neither surprise before nor a simple gift.
Sorry for being expecting too much from you, now I know to love somebody is not using my own ways to love, however, is to use the way they want to be loved.

No couples is born to be a perfect match. Do your "homework" on how to love, that is call effort. Don't be lazy, both of us are working hard on it. Gambateh everyone in the world.

I love you dear <3

XOXO Summer

If I never met you

Don't cry over someone that won't cry over you.

No guy is worth your tears and if you found the one that is, he won't make you cry.
Set it free, if something comes back , it is yours, if not it wasn't meant to be.

Some day you will cry for me like I cried for you.
Some day you will miss me like I missed you,
Some day you will need me when I need you,
Some day you will love me, but...........

Nothing lasts forever, I think that is the easiest lesson we all learn the hardest way.
Time will make me forget you, time will make you love me more than before.

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.
If I don't like you, I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you.
But I did, I do and I will.

My Take On What True Love Means

So honestly, How many of you reading this right now Understand what the hell is True Love? Is it when you lover does everything in your life for you? Your Lover seems to understand your every needs? Or he got money and he is willing to buy you the moon...

Honestly... I am a guy and like all articles that talks about what guys think about love we think of it very simple...

1. you appear, i see the curves, i see the boobs i see the face, legs, and ass... if it all appeals to me your on my list.
2. then we go in for the fishing and figure out if this person love me for who i am or not... if not .... meh just move on....
3. then we do some test runs and see how they react to what we say and our action to see if its a keeper.

and there you have it the inside look on a guys head about what true love means...

Well i am here to tell you that the above is only one way of looking at it... and i honestly am a guy and i think like that.... but when shyt really goes down... you realize true love is actually made of up bullshyt excuse broken hearted people tried to make up. so other people will find it impossible to achive or find so they can feel their pain as well.

So What is true love for Dear Robert-san. :D

for me after i fell in love i realize that all my wishes of what love is is actually just a dream and a fantasy... if you cant wake up from your dream your relationship will eventually end.

For example if you start a relationship hoping your gf will look like celine dion, and have the same IQ of Hermainy your terribly wrong....or the guy who looks like captain america when he first came out of his capsule so many years ago.

the thing is "no one is perfect" and you need to understand that... once you do what you decide to do is what a responsible adult or teen will do. take necessary action to accept one another.

My gf is not 100% perfect I always look at her like a RAW diamond ready to be polished into a 24 carat diamond to be owned by me. hahaha :D

but before that happens i have to put up with her imperfection and her habbits which sometimes ticks me off a little... but as usually we all have that one thing our lover does that puts us on the edge sometimes and thats totally normal.

I used to think that our lover complete our life like the ying and yang symbol one half is missing when we are born on earth and its our destiny to go search and find the other half.... but once you find it you realize its not white or black like yourself.... its a different color and that changes everything.

Dont Base your relationship of a book, or an novel or a article that was written by another person who knows nothing about your personal life you've experience.

I seriously dont approve when people like to go google up what other people wrote about their own relationship and girls or guys like to base of that relationship as their own. Seriously everything your ead that doesnt apply to you directly its just a simple reference you can follow towards. not the exact same thing you NEED to follow to the "T".

What  you can do to think of your own is to seriously talk to the lover ask them what really ticks you off and work around it. find a the ying and yang balance in each others life.... if one weighs too much the balance will be broken. 

What Women wants in a Relationship

Do you heard of 5 love language? I do not know until my boyfriend told me what it is. 5 Love languages including Quality of Time, Words of affirmation, Physical Touch, Acts of Service and Receiving Gifts. Everyone has different love language, so what do you crave for in your relationship? What love language does your partner speak? My boyfriend score highest on Quality of time and Physical Touch.  However, myself prefer Words of Affirmation the most. These 'love languages' apply to both sexes.

However, women do have some desire on these things too:

1. Quality of time